Well, I'm just going to freak right out...
Ok, so the pressure is finally getting to me. Surprisingly, it's not over the wedding or the marriage itself, it's more over the uncertainty of what I will be doing next.
I have worked a job since I was 17, and I have worked two jobs since I was 20. The idea of just going to school when I get to Austin makes me feel like a slacker. I also get a little worried when I think about putting the full financial burden on William, even if it's just a temporary thing.
I have been pretty verbose about this, last night William pointed out that there was nothing I could do but pray and trust that God will provide for us. It really is that simple. God has provided for me all of my life and will continue to, I just need to trust Him and be available to let Him work in my life.
I have worked a job since I was 17, and I have worked two jobs since I was 20. The idea of just going to school when I get to Austin makes me feel like a slacker. I also get a little worried when I think about putting the full financial burden on William, even if it's just a temporary thing.
I have been pretty verbose about this, last night William pointed out that there was nothing I could do but pray and trust that God will provide for us. It really is that simple. God has provided for me all of my life and will continue to, I just need to trust Him and be available to let Him work in my life.
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