Well, I'm just going to freak right out...
Ok, so the pressure is finally getting to me. Surprisingly, it's not over the wedding or the marriage itself, it's more over the uncertainty of what I will be doing next.
I have worked a job since I was 17, and I have worked two jobs since I was 20. The idea of just going to school when I get to Austin makes me feel like a slacker. I also get a little worried when I think about putting the full financial burden on William, even if it's just a temporary thing.
I have been pretty verbose about this, last night William pointed out that there was nothing I could do but pray and trust that God will provide for us. It really is that simple. God has provided for me all of my life and will continue to, I just need to trust Him and be available to let Him work in my life.
I have worked a job since I was 17, and I have worked two jobs since I was 20. The idea of just going to school when I get to Austin makes me feel like a slacker. I also get a little worried when I think about putting the full financial burden on William, even if it's just a temporary thing.
I have been pretty verbose about this, last night William pointed out that there was nothing I could do but pray and trust that God will provide for us. It really is that simple. God has provided for me all of my life and will continue to, I just need to trust Him and be available to let Him work in my life.
posted by Sammi and William at
8:39 AM
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And I promise I didn't just say that because I hadn't been listening!
Wm.
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Sammi and William, at 2:00 PM
Well, baby, prayer is not a substitute for planning. It should be the guidance-seeking, homage-giving oratory between God and us. We should continue to pray as we plan our finances in a way that God would approve of.
Wm.
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Sammi and William, at 8:40 PM
And how does Justin know what it's like to be a wife? I would like to hear that explanation. Truthfully, though, don't feel like a slacker. Just look at this as a chance to really put effort into serving your husband. I am so excited my maternity leave starts this week...being a wife is so much fun and I love having the time to do stuff for my wonderful hubby. Justin always says he loves it when I'm at home and not working....the poor guy actually gets a decent meal and a clean house then. Not to mention, I'm not dog tired when he gets home, so we can actualy spend some time together. Enjoy serving your hubby!
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Justin and Michelle, at 1:44 PM
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