In the beginning

10.10.2006

Warning: I am cranky and venting

I am one of the oldest people in my classes this semester. I changed degree plans and now I am back in some core classes. Some days this is amusing and highly entertaining for me because I am so "old" and "cultured." One of my more amusing days was listening to one boy trying to describe, "a really old scary movie staring that guy from Jurassic Park...What's his name?" The other boy's response, "Sean Connery?" I had to bite my lip to keep from laughing. The movie was "In the Mouth of Madness" and the actor was Sam Neil. The movie is only about ten years old.
Most days, I am just frustrated by the naivety and belligerence of my classmates. The past few weeks have been especially trying, it seems that regardless of which class I am in, someone finds a way to attack mine or someone else's beliefs. Most of those who know my background know that I have a really difficult time with this. Even if I disagree with the other person's beliefs, I don't feel they should be attacked. I also don't think that you should attack something you have no knowledge of. Now, I don't go around seeking conflict or debate from these kids and a lot of times I let the snide comments slide. But, if they make false assumptions about Christianity or are unyielding in their barrage against someone else, I intervene. I can't tell you how many times I have had to correct people who have made statements about Christ or Christianity that couldn't be further from the truth. 9 times out of 10 they were just regurgitating something they heard from someone else. I do not know what is going on in their lives or what they have experienced, but I want them to know the truth and I don't want others to be lead astray because they hear their words and don't investigate the claims themselves. I try to diffuse things in a loving manner, but I don't know that I always come across that way. I know that there have been times when I thought I said things kindly, but others have not felt that way. Also, my comment on Brent's blog about being tired of being the only one who speaks up is unfair. Most of my brothers and sisters in Christ are much younger and I shouldn't judge them for being afraid to speak up. When I was their age, I would have been scared too. It is tricky business being salt and light when I am so covered in flesh.

2 Comments:

  • We have never met - I'm a member of Crossroads - but I stumbled upon your blog, and I LOVE this quote. This will definitely be used time and time again for me. "It is tricky business being salt and light when I am so covered in flesh." Exactly.

    By Blogger Alicia, at 7:46 AM  

  • Thanks for the compliment and for coming by!

    By Blogger Sammi and William, at 11:28 AM  

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